Feeling good about the decision to go back to raw. We have an on-again, off-again relationship. If I were stronger, I'd do it 100% for the rest of my life. I'm not strong. if I were strong, I wouldn't feel the guilt for the decisions I make, but alas- I'm weak.
So I am recovering from the flu. I feel very week, and I'm the heaviest I've ever been. it's hard to put it into words becuase the first few times I started raw, I was so much thinner. I was so much healthier. I was so less of how much I am. I have very little energy to do this currently as I AM exhausted and run-down from this illness and this obesity.
I want to be healthy. I want to be attractive (to me) and I don't see it happening with my continued lifestyle. I have Disney coming up, I also have auditions coming up. (Les Miserables, I'm ecstatic!)
My current list if ailments:
Asthma (has gotten very bad!)
(and it goes on.)
It takes 21 days to make a habit. I'm going to start with today.